Resign

Good Afternoon good people~

wkwkwk thats kinda weird✌

Hehe Finally, again.....

Since the last june i wrote about Ice Cream and Tortoise and talked a lot about how bad i wanted to get another job so i can refresh my daily life by meeting new people.

Guess what?! Drum dudum dudummmmmm........~

I GOT THE JOB! at some kind of Teraphy klinik for special and amazing kids as an Administration and Receptionist (yup Cashier too) and it was fun actually until i decided to resign hehehe.. Thats why i can write on my blog again😅

Ok... so today im gonna talk about my amazing experience there and why i decided to resign~ (but i will not spill the bad side here, because i still love em though)

Especially because i get a lot of lessons about work and kids, Barakallah Girls💕

As always i dont really know how to start, but ill try.😐

Hmmmm, actually it happened really fast hehe, because one day i saw my high school friend updating status about hiring Admin and Receptionist and i send my CV to the email (i didnt tell my friend that i sent my CV, bcz i wanted to be hired not because of she is my friend). So after that a few days later my friend texted me by whatsapp and asked if i sent my CV, and i said "yes". Then she told me to come to the clinic tomorrow at 5pm.

Knowing that, I WAS SOOO HAPPY!💕 But nervous also because its really hard for me to get out of my comfort zone hehe, but thats me, i love to challenge my self as always hehe✌

The next afternoon i go to the clinic with my anxiety, i remember that when i came in to the clinic it was really cold i mean the AC ya hehe, then i wait my friend in the lobby and after we met she took me to the 3rd floor and gave me some water, BUT! YOU KNOW WHAT!!! I CANT EVEN DRINK IT! I FEELS LIKE MY BODY IS FROZEN BECAUSE IM FREAKING OUT IN THE INSIDE😣

Im afraid that i cant do it well (the interview) im SOOOO NERVOUS😭 

Because before me there was someone that called for the interview too, so im waiting in the 3rd floor for my turn about ten minutes i guess hehe and the i came in to the interview room and meet 2 wonderful people ive ever known. Because the interview with them is not stressful at all🙆

So at night after the interview, my friend texted me again to tell me that i got hired, i think it was in the beginning of july because i still remember that my first day in clinic was on the 7th of july.

YAAA I KNOW ITS REALLY FAST RIGHT?! IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD💥💥💥

My first day are totally like tremor all the time hahaha, i was really nervous, but everyone is really nice to me. Im working from 8am to 6.30pm at the first month for 5/7 and on saturday from 8am to 3pm. But then i got sick, everytime i woke up i felt like hell, like ive been beaten by people😵

Because i cant take it anymore, after 2 months i asked the co-founder to gimme some relief. and they gimme like 8am to 6pm for 5/7 and 8am to 12pm on saturday. at first i thought that it will be ok, but my body said "NO"😭

Especially my right eye, wont stop twithcing, i got a bad headache everyday and tremor of course hehe, some people said maybe it caused by stress. Yup, i cant deny it. Its like 50% from mental (people at the clinic only who knows what ive been through for a newbie like me, for facing various kind of people, even though i would never start drama, i love my own space away from drama hehe) and 50% from my body that got tired and sick.

Because as an Administration officer who have to set the therapy schedule (with the help of the co-founder of course), contacting people, maintain the good relations with customer, supervising the OB (but im not spv), office supplies (just check it and sent the list), and also as a Receptionist and Cashier with the working hours that ive mentioned. Sometimes it also hard to find the right time to eat.

And maybe some people wouldve said that im a perfectionist, because after all, i only have 1 permission to absent because im really sick that time even though my boss said that i can ask for permissions everytime i need to. But i just cant do it unless im very sick. Dunno why, i just cant.

Btw, i do KNOW that, yes thats how work is😶

AND I DO LOVE EVERY SINGLE DAY WHEN I SEE OUR AMAZING KIDDOS, THEYRE SUCH A HEALER AND THE REASON WHY I TRIED TO HANG ON.💕

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH😭💕 (AND NOW I MISSED THEM💔)

So thats all, after 3 months i finally resign because my body cant take it anymore with the working hours, its just doesnt suit me. I feel bad to do it, but my best wishes for all friends, parents and amazing kiddos who has given me so much love, God Bless You, Barakallah!💓

SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU😚💕💔💔 (And im sorry about my english wkwkwk)