After so many full moons, Hai!

Hello bloggie, long time no see!

Im so happy that i can login again on you bloggie!

Im feeling like sooOooOo bored with my daily activities at home. Because my job rn is working from home. Which means 24/7 at home, rarely meet people makes my confidence getting worse. So, here iam, with you. Im gonna practice my english. Dont ever feel bored like me, to hear my stories again, ok?! And sorry if my english isnt really good.

Ok... Lets start... 😣

Actually, i dont know where to start. Because it feels like my mind has too many things to tell.😳

Hmmmm... but lately ive been thinking about what i want to be "the real purpose" in my life. Bcz i just realized that everyone have purpose or something to do with their life. Where have i been all this time?, what have i done with my life? Why my parents never guide me to do something that i love?

For an example, my husband. I think he is so lucky, because the job he's doing rn, is the passion he has loved so far. I mean, how can people be so lucky to get the job that matches with their passion. How about me? I love dancing and singing, but life seems like always disagree with whatever i do. 

You know, i never had ambition in my life, and always enjoy whatever God gives me. Until recently, i have this little passion to reach my goals. Ive tried my best, do things ive never done. But, again.... Life let me down. And it makes me depressed. So here i am, blogging again to make me feel better.😐

Ya, recently ive been browsing, about what im gonna do with my life. Start with looking for some university (maybe start again my bachelor degree, or continue master studies), 

looking for new job (so i can go outside and work from office), 

or maybe do some plastic surgery (its bcz i think pretty girls r always lucky *plz dont judge me jst bcz i think im not pretty enough) 😬

or whatever that can fill the emptiness in my life.

*and yes for snitcher you better outta here and mind your own business!

As long as i can remember. My college life is always busy actually, maybe thats why working from home doesnt suit me. Not because im bored with my kiddos, but its just hmmmm, you know what i mean. 

So it isnt because of my current work rn isnt good (its really good actually), but its just because working from home doesnt suit me.😥

Ive tried to fill my emptiness with begging to my husband to have a kitten. Then, finally he agreed and bought me a kitten. Here He is Muezza.😽

I KNOOOOOWWW, he is REALLY CUTEEEEEE!!!!!😵💕💣💥

but.. again...😐

He is too small to fill the emptiness in me (he is 5 months actually this june). Something in me like, really wanna go out, and do something that can makes me lost track of time. I just love something like that, no matter how hard it is. 😔

Because i think its healthier for me than spending 24/7 at home that drives me crazy for always looking at the clock on the wall and waiting for my husband the one and only adult person who im talking with after a long day waiting for him to come home. LITERALLY DRIVES ME CRAZYYYYYYYYYY!!!

OK, ok.... i think thats enough for today. Ya... not a really good story or something to tell. and ill be back tomorrow. Annyeong, Goodbye, Adios! See you~😉